person that i miss so much....father...

hurm...
2 tell bout my father ..
actually there's not much memory
that i've bout him..
i called him 'papa'...
he left me wen i was 3 at that time...
wat i knoe, im very close 2 my father...
erm...
how far we r close,
that i dont knoe...
but, wat i knoe,
i luv him so much!!!

wat will i do..
if i still hve my father...
the 1st thing i wanna do is hug him...
ill mke sure he will b the happiest father in da world...
i wunt let any1 hurt him...
i want him 2 smile...
hang out 2gether...

but..
that will b impossble..
he wunt come back...
h'ever,
i wish he will be among the blessful people..
n live a happy life there...
i juz can pray 4 u
hope God will forgive
all of ur sins...

i miss u 'papa'....

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